Protest

I promised myself multiple times –
To liberate myself from your influence….
I do not understand how I couldn’t seem to keep anything from you.
When you keep everything from me…
I suppose it is my way to tell you –
Although, indirectly, to trust me –
I hate it when you lie.
Because it is so obvious –
And every time you do –
It makes me ask:
“Do I look stupid to you?”

I want you to know that I respect your wish for silence.
But I am having a hard time dealing with your lies.
Cy08.20.06