Supplication
I am no longer happy with the way things are going.
Sometimes it makes me think that we have more uncomfortable moments than good ones.
And this is not what I have planned.
I did not commit into this relationship to feel this gnawing emptiness, this uncertainty.
You can call me self-centred if you think I deserve that.
But I just needed to be honest with you and with myself.
Ever since I was a child I dreamt of finding the person to share all my success and failure with.
I thought it is coming true, like a dream finally actualizing when I’ve committed in this relationship.
Only to find out, I am wrong.
Cy10.06.06
Sometimes it makes me think that we have more uncomfortable moments than good ones.
And this is not what I have planned.
I did not commit into this relationship to feel this gnawing emptiness, this uncertainty.
You can call me self-centred if you think I deserve that.
But I just needed to be honest with you and with myself.
Ever since I was a child I dreamt of finding the person to share all my success and failure with.
I thought it is coming true, like a dream finally actualizing when I’ve committed in this relationship.
Only to find out, I am wrong.
Cy10.06.06
posted by Merci Resullar at 2:40 PM
1 Comments:
It is never too late. The edge are the kids, before that step, don't ever think you're screwed up...
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